Don't ask me why I'm writing all these here. Those who know me long enough should be very clear that this is not my style of doing things. I never did like to write blog entries. But sometimes, there are just things that you want to let it out and you don't know who to share with. So I'm writing it here on the internet, this little blog of mine. Another reason why I've started to write here is because I want these memories to live on forever, be it bitter or sweet memories, as long its memories of you. Memories can only live on for so long in a person, if the person dies, those memories disappear alongside with the person. If its on the internet, it will never disappear, it will live on forever, buried alongside with millions of other websites, forgotten but not lost. Probably one day, someone will stumble across this little blog of mine, and the memories of you will live on in that person.
First of all, I would like to say that I, myself, is not particularly good in expressing myself with words. Often I find it awkward to say certain things, one of them is "I Love You". But that doesn't mean I don't love you, it's just that I think action speaks louder than words. Since I'm not good in expressing myself in words, I do it through actions. I don't know if you feel it or not, but I will give you the best in the world for you truly deserve it. Know that you may be one person in this world, but you can mean the world to one person, and that one person, is me.
To me, you are the 1st girl that I've taken interest in. The 1st girl that I fell in love with. You may not be the most beautiful girl in the world, but you are the most beautiful girl to me. You may think that you are not worthy to be with me, but to me, you are the ONLY person in this world who is worthy to be with me, you are the most precious treasure I've ever had. Heck, sometimes I even doubt whether am I worthy of being with you. You have no idea how much you mean to me and how much I treasure you and our relationship. I used to tell myself, when I get a girl friend, I will give her the world, I will make her the happiest person alive, either that or I'll die trying. I may not be the perfect guy, but I'll try my best to be the right guy.
I've always believed in fate. There are nearly 7 billion people in the world and it is not easy to find that one person that is meant for you, the one true love of your life. I feel very lucky that I've managed to find the my one true love amongst the sea of people. That one person is you, my dear Poh Yee. Just want to let you know that my love for you will never change no matter what. Every moment spent with you is a moment that I treasure.
This blog is the beginning of a love story between a scorpion and a lion, between me and my dear. This is our story, about the precious moments we spent together. For every story, there has to be an ending, just for this story alone, I wish that there will be no ending to it, representing that our love will never end.
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